~little advice from my brother in law~

it was taken from fb.. our family conversation,.

Stop!!..ape la adik2 aku ni..orang bukak tread pasal pisau la..dah disalahgunakan untuk tujuan gaduh2 manja pulak..hiss..nak kena tazkirah ni..
Hafiz: control ego tuh..pi pujuk fiacee hang..once u try to hold woman's heart, hold it tightly..but softly..dont let anything let ur relationship down..especially from inside..in this case, from my observation, you have to appologise..u start to burn her heart..i knew that u are kiddng..but woman's heart not decode this kind of joking as kidding..or in other words, u hurt her heart..nobody can heal that cut, but u urself..never leave her suffering her paint alone..please ensure that the suffer not heal by someone else..include umi..or u lost something..
Fatin: be patient..take it easy..i knew my younger brother, hafiz..i knew him more than u do..untill u take him over and u'll b the closest person ever..it may take years to match..perfectly..but along the learning process, to know each other better, u'll face a lot of test..sometimes its painfully..but, when u both reach the stage, everything'll be nice..
Hafiz & Fatin: u both r approaching your big, important day..make the day glitter..take off any factors that can spoil that day..xnak gaduh2..hafiz, pergi study pasal hati wanita sebab bakal isteri kamu perlukan suami yg tegas dalam mentadbir keluarga, tapi gentle melayan isteri dan anak2 nnti..fatin pergi study mengenai isteri yang solehah..sbb bakal suami anda perlukan isteri lunak yang sentiasa senangkan hati suami..
insyaAllah....


this is an advice from my brother in law.. b.mizi, aliff's father.. it is very touching, and i feel so bless when he called me, his sister,..it means, he has accepted me as his family members.. alhmdllh.. thnx a lot b.mizi. at least, i know that there are lot of thing that i should know,.. i need to make lots of preparation to be a wife, besides recognizing my future husband. hu~,.. even though, he is really make me mad with his joke!! ~cool~.. ahh.. tak sbrnya nk kenal my new fmly!! b.mizi, thnx a lot! i am very appreciate it.. alhmdllh

~kesedihan yg nyata~

27 Feb 10

hari ni exam b.Arab.. antara subjek kesukaanku.. tp, allah izin, minggu exam, kesihatanku teruji. terutama, kepalaku. aku diserang sakit kpla yang teramat sgt, hingga tak boleh bgn dr katil.. inisiatif lain, aku pergi ke kedai spek mata, check power. menurut pekedai, power mataku turun. alhmdllh, seronok bkn kepalang, lantas aku terus membuat kptsan utk membeli cermin mata baru.

pendek crta, aku berjaya memiliki crmn mata baru dgn harga hanya rm340.murah kan?? alhmdllh,. tetapi, malangnya, masih tidak dapat menghilangkan kepeningan ni. semlm, aku baru shj melelapkan mata sblm zohor utk seketika,.. tiba2, bgn dr tdur, dunia ni seakan berpusing, seolah2 aku menaiki roller coaster!! ya Allah, terguling2 juga aku atas katil dan xmampu bergerak. aku sdih sgt, knp begini? esok (27hb) ada exam sedangkan aku tak dpt langsung membaca buku. sehingga, aku terpaksa meminta mun bacakan pdku. thnx mun.. =) mlm itu, Allah uji lg, kwsn km black out. aku terpksa solah mghrb secara duduk krn bmbng jatuh. setelah itu, huda msg utk turun ke surau dgn sgra, waheedah nak discuss tntg Arab. aku gagahkan jua langkah utk stdy di bawah.. hnya Allah yg tahu, bgaimana keadaan duniaku ktk itu.. pusing2.

kami stdy berbekalkan lmpu suluh n lilin shj.. tyme tu, rasa sgt2 keadaan org yg susah, dan jg zmn dhlu. ktkmana lampu tidak tercipta lg.. mcmana rasulullah n sahabat2 mbaca? msti guna lilin,kan? subhanallah,.. tp..drg tak rabun pun.. knp kita yg rabun plk.. allah lbh tahu.. subhanallah!

setelah sekian lama bergelap, allah menghadirka chya.. elektrik kmbli pulih.. lekas aku solah isyak dan membaca sedikit sebanyk yg aku mmpu.. kmdian.. tidur..dgn roller coasterku..

hari ni.. teruji sgt2.. soalan arab susah!! org yg mbaca istima' tu.. sebut tak btul n byk lg soalan yg lgsung km tak sangka, naik!! ya Allah, hmpir shj aku menangis.. bkn setakat itu shj, aku sangat sedih sbb... DIA yg jaga exam.. bermakna, aku terpaksa jg segalanya n tak blh nk tnya soalan! ya Allah.. tlg lah aku!! dgn kepla yg msh spt brda di alam terpusing2, aku gagahkan dri juga.. hmpir menangis tp...tahan..

aku org kedua keluar setelah waheedah, kmdian diikuti oleh rakan yang lain.. kami berkumpul di port DDE.. msing2 meluahkan ketidakpuasan hati,.. bkn krn tak redha, tp.. ya ALlah.. pulang shj ke asrama.. air tidak ada pula.. tak pa2.. perkara biasa.. alhmdllh, kurang sedikit kepeningan ini.. roller coaster kehabisan mnyk.. ya Allah.. ampunkanlah aku.. dosa2 ku.. yg mjadi hijab aku menjawab exam..

..ASTAGHFIRULLAH..